Every now and again, I like to look back over where I’ve been to see what I should have done. Sometimes I find I was exactly right. Sometimes I see the errors (hopefully not relevant). And sometime, much to my frustration, I see I was exactly where I should have been but then decided to wander off just before the party got started.
Utilities more or less sum up those frustrations.
I called the utility move about 2 years ago. My reasoning was essentially that a utility is equivalent to a publicly insured bond (a company with a legal monopoly and appropriate guarantees), and that since these bonds have (had) a nice yield, they would become the de facto target if bonds held low prices. But even if bonds somehow fell, they were good enough value to warrant the buy at the time.
Then I picked through and found my favorite utility – AWK (water).
I bought AWK in the low $20′s, road it up to $30, and then…I just sort of wandered off.
So much money got left on the table. Did I leave the utility play because I thought the move was done? No, I mostly left because I thought we were going to sell off and wanted to trade both ways. So I raised cash.
I cannot tell you how many times I’ve overplayed my hand like this, trying to nail the inflection like an ace. And what I’ve witnessed, in hindsight, is that I’m a much better stock picker than I am a market timer.
Which brings us to oil.
I just sacrificed some more money on the alter of oil. But this time, instead of shorting more like a beast, obsessed with “being right”, I’m taking my drubbings and walking off. I’ve been almost perfectly hedged the past few months (excluding silver, which I treat as almost an off balance sheet position at times). And I refuse to let the SCO “hedge” (read, loser) sink my year, which has been very profitable. EUO is doing well, I have a healthy cash position, and BAS, CCJ, AEC, CLP, and RGR will all prove winners. Of this I am confident. The only other thing is the TSLA puts, which are low single digits of assets and will cause as much fluctuation in my portfolio as the month of June, should they burn out.
Or they make my year.
The message here is flexibility. Learn to have it – don’t waste away your hard labors on the rash emotions of the moment.